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7:22 AM.

" Friday, May 15, 2009

hey worldd! below are some rants so yea...can skip it if yall want =D this happened a few days ago juz tt i recalled it and got pissed again D:

WAH damn pissed when i heard what she said la! please la so you think YOU'RE so great, ranking all the choirs like that! what the hell can stop thinking that we're stuck with YOUR kind of standard...we're WAY BETTER than the standard you gave us can?! so you think the elites will only be those few, and the others will FOREVER be that same, mediocre, sucky standard meh? GET A LIFE MAN, SERIOUSLY. we didnt work so hard for nothing okay. the problem doesnt lie with your choir but just with YOU. so you really think only BIG choirs get GWH? get real man, it's not the NUMBERS but the quality ok? oh, and btw dont act as if you know how the choirs and judged, and just because you dont get what you want, you become a damn sore loser and start blaming some of the judges for being first timers and thinking that if certain choirs get that title, the judging is SCREWED? The judges HAVE A REASON to be judges okay? you think they would just go give this privilage to any tom, dick or harry ah? use you fricking COMMON SENSE.

and btw, OMG, DONT rank us together with ppl like you can? the people here are lyk, MUCH MUCH BETTER than YOU. like i said, it's not your choir, it's just YOU. i know some nice ppl thr and they're lyk, a MILLION TIMES better? at least they dont go around BLAMING others for getting what they deserve. you ALWAYS find fault in others, but not with yourself. NO, you're PERFECT, y'noe. there's OBVIOUSLY NOTHING WRONG with you. (note the SARCASM??) YUP. cept for the fact that, everyhting about you is WRONG. from the BLOB parts to the OH-I-THINK-I'M-SO-FRICKIN-GREAT parts. you think you're so damn good. but this is reality yea? grow up. stop living in your own fantasies and learn to accept it man.

and please STOP contradicting yourself. it irritates the hell out of people, and it just goes to show that you're just blindly blaming others just because you're not happy with what you got. continue with this and you'll just end up nowhere. you havent heard ALOT of choirs sing, how can you even judge the standard? have you heard us? if you havent, then WHY ARE YOU JUDGING SOMTHING THAT YOU'VE NOT HEARD? doenst that just make you seem even more like a sore loser? you only have the right to judge any of us IF YOU'VE HEARD us on THAT DAY in VCH, not using the standard that was there a few yars ago.(tho in think a few years ago was also quite good, considering we're such a new choir.) times have change and so have us. we wont be stuck in your 'vicious cycle of choir rankings' cuz i noe that we can, and have the potential to do it. so you can wallow in your sore-loserness all you want. while all the others start to slowly climb upwards, you can go rank all of us. you'll just be stuck at the rock BOTTOM.

YEAH OKAY FINISHED RANTING!!!! AHAHAHA!!! sorry ah it's damn long cuz it's a few years of anger and irritation clumped together and something that she said recently that cause me to explode >.< haha! yesh but all my anger is out!! so happiness is coming in! shant let her make me angry for too long xD YAAAAAAAAAAAAAYY tmr meeting alyba! after so many months!!! AHHHHHHH I MISS YOU ALYBA!!!!! T.T hahaha! can finally talk crap about random things again! know how much i wanna meet up with lyk, the 3 of us tgt? D: most of e time it's just 2 by 2 lor...haix...nvm la! MING TIAN JIAN!! HAHAHA!!

oh and i still not quite used to not going for choir after sch leh D: hahaha! OHNO! okay must hurry get over it! if not Mr chen's gonna hammer me >.< haha!

I LOVE STUDYING!! =D *tries to psycho myself*

3:47 AM.

" Monday, May 11, 2009

yayyy finally blogging after so long!!! and the main highlight of this post is, MJ CHOIR GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!! AHHHH!!!! GWH! GWH!!! GWH!!!! XDDDD FRICKING HAPPY LA OMGOMGOMG!!! 8D *goes into crazed mode*

and it's all thanks to the hard work, the sweat, the blood and the tears that everyone put in tgt!!! SO PROUD OF EVERYONE!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! *is overwhelmed by several emotions* the seniors can finally step down satisfied and in peace!! wahhh i dun wanna leave choir!! I'LL MISS CHOIR DAMN BADLY SIA!!! >< all the funny times we spent in it, all the performances we went thru tgt, the vigorous training, the LOVABLE JUNIORS!! AHHHHH i'll miss choir so badly D:

still can rmb on syf day (5th may) wah everyone lyk kan chiong spider liddat...coming to sch early to to PT, den warming up and running thru the songs...it felt lyk some funny kinda dream tt juz happened in slow-mo initially, den suddenly POOF and lyk, we're on stage singing in front of the judges, in front of ppl frm other choirs, in front of some seniors and so many other ppl...it's lyk, still so unbelieveable! i was so into the song tt i couldnt even register how we sounded like on stage, and by the time it was over, i wasnt sure if we did it well anot...haha everything was lyk, happening too fast o.o

den after sch at 4.15, ming har, chong keng, joelin and me cabbed down to VCH for the results...wah the atmosphere there was damn tense la...and there were different choirs sitting all around us...den some of them were cheering cuz of the good results, some of them were emo-ing cuz they din do too well, den make me even more stressed >.< when the person announced MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE CHOIR, GOLD, WITH- wah havent honours yet we all started screaming alr! that was lyk, one of the happiest moments in mj choir!! cuz there were these mixed feelings of disbelief and happiness and bewilderment and i dunno wad all squashed tgt!! AHHHHHHH SO HAPPY!!! XDXD

okay so here are the photos

HAHAHA dinner with some of e juniors were damn funny..they kept making fun of jemimah and this lightbulb thing...the stickman with the light for a head represents jemimah!! haha and steph tried to imitate her by posing with it as her head..

yeap 5th may was really a very memorable day for all of us! XD MJ CHOIR ROCKS!! XD ME LOVES YALL!!! XDXD

MJ CHOIR, WE MAKE ~~THE MUSIC!~~ HISTORY! XD

7:22 AM.

" Friday, May 15, 2009

3:47 AM.

" Monday, May 11, 2009

"THE ME .

a bona fide smile

"WISHES .

once upon a moon

"CALENDAR .

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replay please

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7:22 AM. " Friday, May 15, 2009

3:47 AM. " Monday, May 11, 2009

"THE ME . a bona fide smile

"WISHES . once upon a moon

"CALENDAR . upcoming events

"SHOUTBOX . <

"CLICKABLES . clickidy-clicks

"PAS T . replay please

"CREDITS . say thank you

7:22 AM.

" Friday, May 15, 2009

3:47 AM.

" Monday, May 11, 2009

"THE ME .

a bona fide smile

"WISHES .

once upon a moon

"CALENDAR .

upcoming events

"SHOUTBOX .

<

"CLICKABLES .

clickidy-clicks

"PAS T .

replay please

"CREDITS .

say thank you