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2:12 AM.
" Tuesday, October 31, 2006

"Slacker"

~+*My friend's a computer hacker
But in school everybody said he was a slacker
He writes science fiction novels
He builds whole towns and villages from cola bottles
He does equations just for fun
Eats low carb ice cream with his Mum
Sews Cub Scout badges on his sweater
He's just a feeling you ignore
A dumb computer hacker
Trash can on the floor
A pitiful disaster
Cried to sleep at night
When he never got it right
Cos he never realised
It doesn't even matter
Later on in life
He's drowning in his laughter
Three kids and a wife
He's happy ever after
Stoked to be alive
With his dream job up at Nasa
Loving everyday
Well, I guess it really pays to be a slacker
He stays up all night playing TetrisAsteroids,
Pacman written on his 'games to get' list
Wasted nights spent up in his bedroom
Tough times, long nights
Must have been a lot to get through
He's getting sharp pains in his wrist
In his world girlfrien's don't exist
Cna't even get an ad on 'My Space'(poor guy)
He's just a feeling you ignore
A dumb computer hacker
Trash can on the floor
A pitiful disaster
Cried to sleep at night
When he never got it right
Cos he never realised
It doesn't even matter
Later on in life
He's drowning in his laughter
Three kids and a wife
He's happy ever after
Stoked to be alive
With his dream job up at Nasa
Loving everyday
Well, I guess it really pays to be a slacker
He's the one all alone in despair
He's the one who thinks life isn't fair
He's the one sitting right over there
He's the lonely guy on the sideLooking kinda shy
You could see him ride
Passing by on a pedal bike
He's the funny type
Kinda like 'Napoleon Dynamite'
He's just a feeling you ignore
A dumb computer hacker
Trash can on the floor
A pitiful disaster
Cried to sleep at night
When he never got it right
Cos he never realised
It doesn't even matter
Later on in life
He's drowning in his laughter
Three kids and a wife
He's happy ever after
Stoked to be alive
With his dream job up at Nasa
Loving everyday
Well, I guess it really pays to be a slacker
It pays to be a slacker!(And that's the truth)*+~

this song makes me high!!!!!!!! *sings* it's the song on my bloggie!!! altho there's something wrong with my comp i dun hear anything....>.< DO YOU HEAR ANYTHING?!?! *taps screen*

hahax the last part damn funny.....the person starts singing slow mo~ >.<

OMG THIS SONG REALLY MAKES ME HIGH!!!!!!!! ARGHHHH I CANT STOP HUMMING LIKE A MAD WOMAN!! >.<

i shall go hunting for songs like thisXD it makes me really happy!!!

ohhhhh man tmr have choir!!!!! i must learn to look at the bright side of choir!!!! i must batterize myself!!!! i must buy lots and lots of CHOCOLATE to power myself up!!!!! i must look at the bright side when we get scolded!!!! I MUST TRAMATIZE KARMUN!!!

yes that will be my goal for choir XD

XXXHOLIC RAWKS MY EYEBALLS! XD


6:12 AM.
" Friday, October 27, 2006

BRENDA AND ALYBA CAME TO MY HOUSE TO PLAY POKEMON!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahahaaaa......managed to train alybaaaaaa but it still keeps dying >.<>.<

AND BRENDA IS GETTIN' HOOKED ON xxxHolic!!!!!! hahahaha....it's a nice anime ok! I LUV THE BLACK MOKONA!!!!! XD *hugs*

mokona is yuuko's DRINKING PARTNER!!! brenda is appalled at the fact that the black manju drinks XD

went to bugis before going to my house. brenda has a really disgusting habit of dipping her nuggets into CHOCOLATE SUNDAE and alyba has a weird habit of using a fry to pick out the pickle in her cheeseburger XD hahahaha....i think alvina sounded VERY disgusted on the phone....>.<

AND WHY IS SHE MEMORISING GROUP ONE ELEMENTS?!?! arent we given the periodic table?! -.-'''

NOOOOOOO why is alvina being so hardworking all of a sudden?!?! omg.....i think she ate too much 'hardworking' pills.....>.<

we took a neoprint in bugis XD and the picture turned out to be REALLY WEIRD. alyba insisted on putting a pair of antaeners on her head. wait. i dunno how to spell antaener. issit spelled like this?! antaener?! >.<>.<>

but the poop looked really......SHINY. any chances of a golden poop? XD

oh yea and in one of the pictures, they literally PUSHED my head down so all the camera took was a bunch of BLACK FURRY MESS. HAHA. but the picture was really crappy la. and me and alyba pushed brenda's head down toos!!!!! in the nxt neoprint, ALYBA IS GONNA DIE. MUAHAHAHAHAAA.......*hungry for revenge* >.<

saw lynette at bugis. hahaz i was so damn shocked la i kept pointing at her and i was lyk, "is that lynette?!" brenda was like, "who else?!" haha....

NOOOOOO I WANT THE FRICKIN BANANA AT ACTION CITY!!!!! >.<>

alyba and brenda stayed till nine todae...hahax today was such a high day....*flutters around the house*

'son of dork' makes me high!!!!! XD thanks karmun, for helping me code the songs!!! i promise i wont bug you anymore! I SHALL LEARN HOW TO CODE SONGS BY MYSELF. XD hahahahahaha.......(wait long long lah) -.-'''

I LUV THE BLACK MOKONAAAAAAAA omg....i'm so gonna gettit if i can find it in comics connection.....i'm gonna get the black one and alyba's gonna get the white one!!! XD

oh, and we renamed brenda as BREDA after the name of a beer....hahaha.....BREDA.......and i think alyba just named a pokemon breda....-.-'''

YEA i'm gonna enjoy my holidays like wad mrs ngin says! XD THE GUA-ERS RAWKS!!! XD











6:12 AM.
"

BRENDA AND ALYBA CAME TO MY HOUSE TO PLAY POKEMON!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahahaaaa......managed to train alybaaaaaa but it still keeps dying >.<>.<

AND BRENDA IS GETTIN' HOOKED ON xxxHolic!!!!!! hahahaha....it's a nice anime ok! I LUV THE BLACK MOKONA!!!!! XD *hugs*

mokona is yuuko's DRINKING PARTNER!!! brenda is appalled at the fact that the black manju drinks XD

went to bugis before going to my house. brenda has a really disgusting habit of dipping her nuggets into CHOCOLATE SUNDAE and alyba has a weird habit of using a fry to pick out the pickle in her cheeseburger XD hahahaha....i think alvina sounded VERY disgusted on the phone....>.<

AND WHY IS SHE MEMORISING GROUP ONE ELEMENTS?!?! arent we given the periodic table?! -.-'''

NOOOOOOO why is alvina being so hardworking all of a sudden?!?! omg.....i think she ate too much 'hardworking' pills.....>.<

we took a neoprint in bugis XD and the picture turned out to be REALLY WEIRD. alyba insisted on putting a pair of antaeners on her head. wait. i dunno how to spell antaener. issit spelled like this?! antaener?! >.<>.< and brenda INSISTED on putting POOP on my head. HAHA. ph. poop head. WHAT a joke. *sarcastic*

but the poop looked really......SHINY. any chances of a golden poop? XD

oh yea and in one of the pictures, they literally PUSHED my head down so all the camera took was a bunch of BLACK FURRY MESS. HAHA. but the picture was really crappy la. and me and alyba pushed brenda's head down toos!!!!! in the nxt neoprint, ALYBA IS GONNA DIE. MUAHAHAHAHAAA.......*hungry for revenge* >.<

saw lynette at bugis. hahaz i was so damn shocked la i kept pointing at her and i was lyk, "is that lynette?!" brenda was like, "who else?!" haha....

NOOOOOO I WANT THE FRICKIN BANANA AT ACTION CITY!!!!! >.< i was happily peeling the green one! XD we shld get the banana as mascot for our gua grp! oh, and we're having a 'gua' gathering in dec! SLEEEEEEEEEPOVEEEEEEER!!!!!!!!! *screams* oh yeaaaa! we're gonna hav a sleep over!!!!! XD oh but before that, i cant wait for choir camp! it's gonna be so much fun!!!!!!! AND i'm in the commitee incharge of games!!! and since alyba's birthday is gonna be on the chalet dates, i'll prepare something REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEALLLY FUN!!!!!! *evil grin* MUAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAAA..........

alyba and brenda stayed till nine todae...hahax today was such a high day....*flutters around the house*

'son of dork' makes me high!!!!! XD thanks karmun, for helping me code the songs!!! i promise i wont bug you anymore! I SHALL LEARN HOW TO CODE SONGS BY MYSELF. XD hahahahahaha.......(wait long long lah) -.-'''

I LUV THE BLACK MOKONAAAAAAAA omg....i'm so gonna gettit if i can find it in comics connection.....i'm gonna get the black one and alyba's gonna get the white one!!! XD

oh, and we renamed brenda as BREDA after the name of a beer....hahaha.....BREDA.......and i think alyba just named a pokemon breda....-.-'''

YEA i'm gonna enjoy my holidays like wad mrs ngin says! XD THE GUA-ERS RAWKS!!! XD


5:19 AM.
" Tuesday, October 24, 2006

went to the airport with denise, nelia and yunting to study...hahax....STUDY OK!!!! XD went to delifrance to study spa. but nothing goes into my head. denise said nelia looked like miss ho?! hahax....damn fricking funny la we were supposed to study and we ended up laughing like lunatics la....hahax....but we still got study ok!! XD

I LUV THE TUNA MUSHROOM THINGY IN DELI!!!!!!! hahahahax....i luv the coffee toos! put in lotsa milk......>.<

WATCHED DEATH NOTE WITH ALYBA ON SAT!!!!! XD it was so damn funny la we finished the nachos and half the drink before we even stepped into the theatre can?! hahax....oh yes we're hungry souls......den after that we went to action city where both of us busied ourselves peeling stuffed bananas XD hahax it was damn fun!! and alyba wanted to get a pink one for her mom! *watches alyba peel her pink banana* OHH YES alyba's b'dae is during the choir chalet! hahahax......she wants this weird pea looking thing that has a leaf sticking out on it's head XD PEA!!!! hahahahax......i was wandering arnd the shop and crying cuz there was this damn nice neji figurine on display and they're out of stock!!! T.T *cries* omg la curse the rest of the neji fans.....*sob* den after decomposeing in action city for a while, we went to TM again...hahax.....to get my sushi and alyba's sandwhich >.<>.<

OMG I LUV L SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahax........L rawks my bubbly feet! XD

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmms...

SOMEBODY one told me she finds death note disgusting.......*scratches chin* XD

OMG THX KARMUN I LUV YOU FOR CODING THIS SONG!!!!! IT ROCKS MY EYEBALLS!!!!!! hahahahax......

OMG MY HEAD IS SPINNING!!!!!!!!!!!!! WILL PEOPLE STOP BEING SO ANTI CLIMAX?!?!?! >.< >.<


3:37 AM.
" Monday, October 23, 2006

YAYY MY COMPUTER IS BACK TO NORMAL!!!!! WHICH MEANS I CAN OFFICIALLY BLOG AGAIN!!!!! *muahahahahahahha.....* i'm gonna haunt sonia cuz she suan me xD MUAHAHAHA........*driftes over to sonia's computer* xD hmmmmms anw i'm gonna blog summore later cuz i'm coming online again at eight xD OMG i'm so happy i'm gonna burst!!!!!! .......................................

*bursts*


5:13 AM.
" Tuesday, October 17, 2006

OMG i feel really really sick...=.=

*cough cough* hahax my mum was lyk commenting on how much medicine i had to take and she said i was lyk an old woman suffering from some kinda deficiency >.< *cough* OMG i cant seem to stop coughing! julia's methods didnt work!!! >.<

ahhh dun wanna go to sch tmr! i'm so gonna do badly in my chem and ss! omg la nooooo.....*sniffs*

OMG SOMEBODY UPLOADED A PART OF THE DEATH NOTE MOVIE ON YOUTUBE!!!!! *gasps in astonishment* WTH a MOVIE?!?! i cant believe it la! he/she actually uploaded death note onto YOUTUBE?! the UNANIME ONE?! >.<>.< I NEED FRICKIN SUBBS?!?!?! *sniffs*

the anime death note is kinda nice :) I LOVE L OR WADEVA HIS NAME IS. tho he looks kinda freaky at first i keep mistaking him as the bad guy >.<>.<

cant wait for tuition. hahax that was kinda random -.-'''

gonna shorten my hair during the hols...i dun wanna tie them up!! >.<>.<

noo....still kinda sickly now...*sniffs* wth why must the flu get me at this crucial point of my life?!?!?!? *sniffs* i wanna go sch to check my papers tmr!!!!! *cries*

NARUTO'S THE SCREAM!!!!!!! *nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo*

sasuke looks like a dead fish :)


3:34 AM.
" Monday, October 16, 2006

MY NOSE IS POSITIVELY RUNNING TO ANTARTICA!!!!!!!! *dribbles* >.<

woke up at nine thiry this morning and i positively FREAKED out....*thinks of alyba waiting at the interchange with a screwdriver* GULPS.....=.=

hahax after meeting a super blur looking alyba, we decided to go and take neoprints!!!! xD
and i've officially became a bankrupt >.,< *nosebleeds* still owe alyba three bucks, and i'm paying it in INSTALLMENTS of TWENTY CENTS per day....muahahahahahh.....xD

*fingers coins* O.o

OMGOSH THE HOLY PICTURE!!!!!! i havent asked alyba to cut it out yet....*sobs* but. hahax still got tmr!!!!! I WANT MY HOLY PICTURE!!!! xD

played POKEMON!!!!!! hahahahahax.....alyba taught me how to use this disgusting bike which is disgustingly hard to control and is disgustingly fast >.< OH MAN......so weird la....hahax but i decided to choose the other bike instead cuz it can do tricks and it hops around.....xD *hops the bicycle around*

we were practically shrieking lyk mad women when we watched the mr brown show la....OMG how lame can the guy get?! lameo.....LAMEO....hahahax...mai hum indeed... -__-"'

WE MUST APPRECIATE THE LITTLE THINGS IN OUR LIFE!!!!! GO WATCH THE CHEERS ADVERTISEMENT ON YOUTUBE!!!! hahaha....the ppl over there are seriously overreacting to every little thing lah.....SERIOUSLY who would go around hugging and screaming with joy just because he found a crab in his noodle?! -.-'''

it's 'GOOD FOR HEALTH' thay say...>.<

I NAMED A POKEMONG ALYBAAA!!! hahahax...we were lyk running around the house screaming 'GO ALYBAAA!!!' *throws the pokeball*
i'm aiming to catch another pokemon and i'll call it 'EBIL BEIHZIN' XD alyba made alybaaa die three times!!!!! how can you be so cruel to let yourself die huh?!?!?! >.<

bored to the roots. I NEED A HAPPY PILL!!!! *stares at brenda teary eyed* but too much will do me no good....hahahahax.....*evil, hyper laughter*

ohh man....i'm freezing la....since when did singapore become so COLD?! -.-''' gonna see the doc later.....cuz of that irritating cough la....must be the confounded haze....

TMR!!!!!!! *gasps* oh mann.....so gonna die la......>.<

*coughs* argh the dribble just doesnt seem to end....=.= *looks sickly*

NARUTO's THE SCREAM!!!!! hahahaaha.....that's wad i'll be doing tmr.....over and over again man......NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.....
bet karmun'll be doing the same thing.....>.<

gonna watch death not with alyba and the gua ppl!!!!!!! hahahax....omg cant believe the death god likes eating APPLES?!?!?!?? of all things, why APPLES?! >.<>.< *suffers from a heart attack* yayy~ gonna watch it man! hahahax...

*pokes at alyba's mouldy notebook* I DUN WANNA DO BIO!!!!!! *wails*
life is so much better without youu~


7:25 AM.
" Sunday, October 15, 2006

watched a funny commercial when everyone overreacted over a small thing....it's....highly amusing...-.-'''

FINALLY FOUND THE SONG IN NEJI TRIBUTE!!!!!! OMG i luv it luv it! it's so damn inspirational! hahax.....makes me wanna learn the flute even more...>.<

tmr will be the day i laugh my insides out! hahax......cuz the ALYBA strikes back!!!! hohoho~ gonna take neoprint, oh yeaa...>.< hmmmm maybe shld ask the gua ppl to go out and take neoprint someday.....I LUV THE GUA-ERS!!!!! hahahax....

KARMUN is a crazy gunner....hahax......i'm gonna violate youuu!!!!!! XD


2:49 AM.
" Saturday, October 14, 2006

~+* the happy happy day!!!!!*+~

OHHH YEA ALYBA IS SITTING RIGHT NEXT TO ME AND WE'rE BOTH FEELING HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHHHHHH!!!!!!
alyba- not really *raises eyebrows*
peihsin: -.-'''


anw we're listening to RED FRACTION!
MUAHAHAHAHA

karmun- I HAVE A BIG GUN! i took it from the lord!

alyba- O___________O

peihsin- *switches song*

I HAD MY HAIR CUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! *bounces around on the bouncy machine*

alyba- CABBAGES.

HAHAHAHA oh yea me n alyba n my mummy n daddy were eating in this shop in a community centre and i dumped a whole pile of YELLOW ROTTING CABBAGES onto alyba's plate XD

i dont like cabbages. XD

alyba- I KNOW THAT WELL ENOUGH TODAY?! walao. i died. *spirit flies away*

*pictures alyba feverishly stabbing on cabbages*

and den we went for my haircut. and alyba commented on how much hair i've lost. *stares at the mountainous pile of hair on the ground*

alyba-heeeeeeeeeee. should have taken pictures of the BIGBIG PILE. XD

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

hahax. and then after that we went to..................................................SUNTEC CITY AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA *manical laughter fading in the distance*

and GUESS WAD GUESS WAD?!?! WE PLAYED THE DRUM GAME AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDXDXD

alyba- she is so hyper. O_______________________O

OI! you also very hyper when we played the drum game lorh!!!!!!! at least i dun suffer from lactic acid anymore :DD

THEN comes the very HIGH part of today!!!!!! HAHAHAAHAAHHA OMG I CANT STOP LAUGHING ALREADY....

alyba- COUGHSCOUGHS. *FLIES AWAY DUE TO THE HIGHNESS!*

cuz we were lyk scanning around for naruto machines (the ones where you turn and some ball thingies comes out -.-)

alyba- they are called CAPSULE MACHINES. O________O

ok fine CAPSULE MACHINES.

ok at first alyba turned one of the machines there (there was sasuke, itachi, naruto, haku, KAKASHI, and JIRAIYA.) XD

*starts laughing*

alyba- i went "i want anything but JIRAIYA. then..."

JIRAYA CAME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDXDXDXDXD HAHAHAHA........

alyba- I AM SO FREAKING SUAY CAN?! STUPIDSTUPID MACHINE. *CHANTS DEATH THREATS*

hahahaahhahaha.......OMG then there's this machine which has neji in it....i was lyk, "pleaseletitbenejipleaseletitbenejipleaseohpleaseohplease........" and NARUTO had to roll happily out. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

alyba- at least BETTER THAN ME RIGHT?! i am telling you.

hahax then alyba and i wanted to turn sommore, so we went to change money.

alyba- peihsin now OWES ME 5 BUCKS. *grins evily*

>.< anw yea alyba wanted to turn the machine with neji in it, and then i looked into the machine only to realise that there is only ONE ball left. and it looks lyk naruto was in it *cries* NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NEJIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *cries*

alyba- O____________O overreacting. *cries harder* hahax. blehx. so we went to try the machine that gave alyba a JIRAIYA.

alyba- SHUDDUP.

so alyba turned. and a ball fell out. and we look. and we saw ORANGE. and we were lyk.........."erm........naruto or sasuke?!" hahax it turned out to be sasuke. BUT the sasuke's hair keep falling out making him look bald and he looks like he wore too much mascara. HAHAHAAHAHa..........BUT AT LEAST BETTER THEN ME RIGHT I GOT THE BOTOX GUY?! >.<

alyba- lol. itachi is super difficult to piece together. my one quater life left FLEW AWAY trying to assemble it. HAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!

itachi-WEASEL MAN
sasuke-CHICKEN KING

which is quite true cuz alyba looks like a chicken too! ><

alyba- *comes after peihsin with screwdriver!*

hahaha...... omg then i decided to give itachi to alyba as a present! AND THEN, we went to trun again for one last time!!!!!!! cuz alyba has to give me a present in return! XD

alyba- GUESS WHAT FREAKING CAME OUT?!

HAHA ALYBA WAS LIKE, 'IF I GET KAKASHI FOR YOU I'M GONNA KILL MYSELF!!!!!!!!" (cuz she wanted him in the first place) i put in the coin. i turned VEEEERY slowly. i paused. i watched the ball roll out. i took the ball. i looked into it. i saw BLUE. i went ,"i got kakashi" ...................................................................................................

alyba- I KILLED MYSELF. *screams maniacly*

and alyba jumpes
around looking lyk a mad woman. and then we saw a mouse run past. and i thought it was a lizard. and i saw the fur. and the ears. and the tail. and i was lyk going, "there's a mouse" and alyba was lyk, " did i just see a fricking mouse?!" >.< OMG NOW SINGAPORE MICE EXISTS?!?!?!? THE WORLD IS COMING TO AN END FOR MR JOHN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alyba- poor guy. *weeps* -.-

*+~Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious,
you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?
"You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?
Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"
And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...~+*

nobody understands...


1:40 AM.
" Friday, October 13, 2006

~+*ZILTNYTY ALYBABA*+~

hahax.....making up alienic words now.....and i think i'm gonna be obsessed over linkin park songs O.o

OMG THANKS KARMUN!!!!!!! LUV YA LUV YA!!!!! hahax...oh yea! WE BOTH HAVE BIG GUNS!!!!! hahahax...*flies around the class*

sasuke looks lyk a freakin CHICKEN hahahahaha *scuttles away as alyba chases around with a chopper*

ohh mann.....damn boring at home laa....hmm....guess i'll blog summore later...


3:13 AM.
" Thursday, October 12, 2006

hahax went to suntec with my fellow sheeps again. SUNTEC again. hohoho.....

and guess what? we played the DRUM GAMEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA..............now my fellow sheeps will know the pain of LACTIC ACID in their FINGERS.........*waves fingers around*

hahahaha....lactic acid.....

sheep number one played so damn funnily ok?!?! SHE MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD I KEEP MISSING THE YELLOW/ BLUE/ RED THINGS LA........ >.<

ARGH..........hahaha budden it was really funny ok! she bu she de li cai the place so we went back to play the drum gameeeee again~ XD YAYY i found another fellow DRUMHEAD!!!!!!!!! hahahahahaah.....FUN RIGHT?! wad did i tell you man......omg i realised that the only games i played in the arcade are DRUM games.....>.< NOOOOOO alyba i wont play that dunno wad it's called that makes you bounce around game. -.-


but. maybe i'll try if nobody's around XD MAYBE.

hahahahahaahhaaha.....*evil laughter in the distance*

yayy there's no lactic acid in my hands today even tho i played so violently! hahax......and i DIDNT swing that stick around ok! i was just.........WAVING it around! hahaha...

haiyo for the past few days really laughing alot leh......laugh laugh laugh....>.<
omg la something tells me this sat i'm gonna laugh even more O.o

i'm gonna cut my hair i'm gonna cut my hair *chants*
OH YEA....hahaa

I AM HOOKED ONTO SO MANY THING NOW>.< ARGHHHHH

need to find inspirational music or else.....

if i dont want to do this, i wont do it, so why are you so insistent that somebody egged me on?! -.-'

dont drag anymore ppl into this, you'll just make things worse.


6:28 AM.
" Wednesday, October 11, 2006

EBIL BEIHZIN.

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..............................omg.....since when did my name became ebil beihzin?!?!? -.-

ALYBAAAAAAAA........*cracks fingers*

hmmmm......ivy n brenda were talking abt some teachers being dwarfs.....or looking lyk dwarfs? or something like that? -.- if they're dwarfs den i wad?! -.- a microscopic organism?! >.<

(serene actually said that i'm a NEGATIVE DWARF) WAHAHAHA.....NEGATIVE dwarf.....................

EH?! do such THINGS exist? hmmmm......i must go do a research about minus one dwarfs....XD


6:04 AM.
"


I AM A FREE WOMAN STARTING FROM TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! *shrieks madly*

OMG la i cant believe it....exams are like.....OVER?!?!?! hahax....

ermm....i passed? the banana? ok? >.< *stares at the banana....*

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AHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA OMG LA WHY DOES IT REMIND ME OF IVY SO MUCH?! *shakes with laughter* omg la first the watermelon, now this.... -.-

went to the arcade with alyba they all today~ yayy~ *sings along*

PLAYED THE FRICKING DRUM GAME FOR LIKE DUNNO HOW LONG AND MY FINGERS CANT MOVE PROPERLY CUZ OF THE LACTIC ACID THAT KEEPS BUILDING UP IN MY HANDS WHCIH ARE SO FRICKING PAINFUL AND IT'S ALL THE STUPID DRUMHEADS' FAULT >.<

but i like being a drum head XD

YAYY IT'S THE CELEBRATION OF THE BIGGEST DRUMHEAD FESTIVAL!!!! XD

*drums rolling in the distance*

after watching several ppl bouncing on the dunno wad's it called dance machine thingy that you can find in the arcade, i felt very......TRAMATISED....

(alyba and ivy is obsessed over 'butterfly')

i still obsessed with the drum game!!!!!! XD

oh yea.....THIS SATURDAY.....oh yea......

*more drums rolling in the distance*

yayy for us fricking drumheads!!!! XD

whatever is done, is done, and even if you choose not to believe what i said, nobody can do anything to change it.

LETS BE HAPPY!!!! YAYYYY!!!!! XD


11:43 PM.
" Monday, October 09, 2006

THE PICTURE IN THE BLOGSKIN IS BY MEEEEEEEEE~ hohohohoho.......being ego like jasmine tan. ^__^

hurrs.....kinda miss this picture....wonder what how's it doing in america with maia....(i gave it away) actually i kinda regretted it.....*shrieks* NOOO KARMUN YOU MADE ME REMEMBER ABOUT IT!!!!!!!! >.<


10:19 PM.
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hahax thank you karmun! for making this blogskin for me~ XD LUV YA!!!
YAYY so relieved tt chi is over! the paper was so... SINGAPORE-ish.

GOING OUT WITH SOME OF THR 'GUA' PEOPLE TMR!!!!!!! *bounces around happily* YAYYNESS!!!!!! muahahahahahahahaha.......i luv the gua ppl man! >.<>.<

BRENDA!!!!!!! i tink i deleted nellie by accident -.-

AIR GEAR IS THE LAMEST/ SICKEST/ CRAPPIEST/ WEIRDEST/ FUNNIEST/ MIND BLOWING-EST anime i've ever watched. hahahaha...but i still like chain XD and akito XD

feeling so happy and high for the past few days! it's lyk, a huge amt of my burden is gone...GONE~ wheeeeeee *sings along*

YES ALYBA I KNOW YOU BROTHER DOESNT KNOW HOW TO COOK INSTANT NOODLES BY HIMSELF. -.-

lolx. today was such a fun day.

and i bought a book XD

~ you can call me what you like, i'll just treat it as a training to build up my self-esteem :) ~


6:51 PM.
" Saturday, October 07, 2006

On top to break the chain, no pain, don’t be afraid,
but changing the same old ways
Same always, keep on going it's ok,
the dried up sight of
Repeated old days are like the inescapable equation
The puppet that was manipulated in the past, erasing away,
I hear your voice
Calling for the sun
Leading to tomorrow while defeating my wish
Let's Go
On top to break the chain, no pain, don't be afraid
Miss everything
Spread your wings
That's the sign it’s time to fly
To the blue world
There's no top or bottom, you gotta grab the sky

i still like 'chain' XD

and air gear is so weird!! hahax....the graphics were really nice, tho i dun understand the anime >.< (ppl keep flying around on shoes with wheels)

KARMUN AHHHHHH why you make me so hooked onto 'chain' ?!?!
-___-"' hahahahaha......still thinking abt wad you did when you heard the 'red fraction' song....OMG la still cant believe you actually hear this kinda song... O.o *imagines karmun flying around the classroom* I HAVE A BIG GUN!!! hahahaha....DO A NEJI BLOGSKIN YOUUU!!!! XD

yayy after tomorrow i'll be SEMI-freeeeeee!!!!! hahaaha....can go haunt all the other 'gua' ppl.....hmmm.....i still havent visited the 'gua' blog yet....shld go and visit it soon or brenda MIGHT kill me.... 0.O

yayyness i cant wait man!!!! XDD

*as long as i'm believe in myself, there's nobody out there who can ruin my life, i gotta stand up strong and not waste anymore time on this*


12:29 AM.
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hahax created a new yet not so new blog. hurhurhur

yup i just realised how much my world suck, how much misunderstanding there are in my life, how contradictive i am, am how sucky i am.

hahax yea i'm a F****** bitch. glad i realised.

who EVER said it's your fault?

who called you almost EVERYDAY last year just to talk to you and sort things out?

who tried to make things right and not make you feel lonely last year?

fine. go and chuck me aside and not believe my words.

you'll never understand me.

so you think you life is the only one filled with deceits? so you think that whatever i did was just a lie?

go and think that i've done nothing but to pull you into the depths if hell and expect you to follow my every bidding.

go think that you've wasted your precious time on me and think i'm a fake emo who seeks everone's attention.

go think that i'm the one who kept you chained into darkness, never letting you out.

at the beginning of the year, i was already sick of all these stupid misunderstandings that cropped up and spoil my every dream of freedom.

i should've known from the beggining that all i've ever done just turned out to be yet another misunderstanding.

fine so my actions are so irritating

have you ever known what it is like for me? how i ever felt?

have you really ever understood before jumping into conclusions and saying that i've always disliked you and all those stupid crap?

all my life, you've never make me feel happy, you've never made me feel like your friend.

in all my like you've made mr me feel like a failure, you made me feel as if i've make you cry in every confict that came up.

you've made me feel as if i'm such a bad person, i dont even deserve friends.

fine, i admit, maybe i AM such a bad person. maybe i dun even deserve a life.

my actions went haywire and i dont know why.

i dont even know why i valued you as my BSET FRIEND.

up till now, before i read what you said about me, i believed that even though we've been through so much conflicts, we'll always pull through and everything will be right again.

i thought that you were my most important friend.
even though i may look as though i keep dragging you into darkness, i've always, always, valued you more than eveyone that i've made friends with.

maybe my words sound so exaggerated. maybe you think it's just another one of my many lies.

maybe you just want to know why i 'clung' on so hard to you...we've been friends since sec 1. we've been through so much misunderstandings, and yet we've always came back together. we've quarreled but none as bad as this. i've even tried to tell you last year that you were NOT the third party and that i've never disliked you. haha to think that i'm worried over that for nothing...

i tried to make you feel as into the clique as possible, i've tried calling you and trying to tell you that you're not the third party, and yet you kept insisting that you are.

deny all this if you want. have you ever cared how i really feel? have you ever understood all the pain that's equivalent to yours?

you've never seen those tears that i shed, never been into a place in my heart where all my miserable feelings i've been trying to run away from are kept and chained up behind my happy features. perhaps you've been going through the same thing last year. perhaps you also thought that nobody really understands how you feel. it's painful isnt it? that dull ache in your heart. haha....i really wish such a thing will disappear from mankind...

i apologise that i made you unhappy. i didnt know that my actions will turn out to be like this. call me a person who likes to suck up for all you want. call me a person who likes to show fake emotions for all you want. just prove how much you really know about me.

i'm a happy person outside. fine whenever i just talk to somebody, you feel left out. whenever i dun talk to you, you think i dao you. what am i supposed to do? why do you feel that way towards me?

all my life i thought that even though we still see flaws in each other, we're still best friends. isnt it a waste to let this friendship disappear like that?

you've never known about my feelings, you've never known about how i feel. in evey picture i drew, i tried to make you look the best, almost every night i would call you so much, it had suddenly became a habit.

at the starting of the year when you and her are together, have you even realised that you've left me out too? isnt it the same thing as you were going through last year? you keep insisting that i dont feel left out. what do you know about it? you blame me and say i left you out in the first place. you wanted my out of your life, dont you? you hate me, dont you?

when did i ever said it wasnt my fault? it IS my fault. i knew you felt left out last year, that's WHY i was so afraid that our friendship might crumble, i started calling you, started trying to make you fit in. maybe you've never known anything about it, or maybe my actions aren't so obvious, but i really did try to, and i didnt know it would turn out like that.

i never knew you felt like that towards me. perhaps if i knew, i wouldn't have joined you, i would've broke off with you a long time ago. i though that, maybe some day things would get better and we would return to the old days in sec 2 when we were still so close.

i dont blame you in anything. perhaps, yea, it's all my fault for making you feel left out and everything. it's all my fault for making you unhappy. it's all my fault that you were kept in the darkness.

but you have your own thinking, dont you? you can always try to break away, cant you? you can always run away from my pain and fly away to another peson, cant you? all it takes is just to tell me how you really feel about me, instead of keeping it down to yourself. hurt me if you like. i would rather get hurt when you just tell me straight in the face, then get hurt even more when you keep things from me.

if it makes you happier, just break away from me. maybe i'll feel less hurt anyway. all these time, you thought i've kept you caged up. you've been longing to break away.

what a fool i am, to believe that your my best friend and to treasure you so much. it might sound unbelievable to you though. you've been with me for too long, and you think i the sort who likes to deny myself, likes to blame others.

have you known the guilt i felt when you said that you were the third party last year? it's terrible, and i thought i could make things better by talking to you. all rthose things that i wrote on my blog last year, you thought it was you, wasnt it? i still dont understand why you think i dont like you.

haha or issit maybe i think too much? i guess the best way is to go our ways and forget about each other, then. i didnt know i've hurt you so much, though, and i'm really sorry for it. but now, things can never be same again. although i suffered a really horrible blow after reading your post, i thought of how stupid i am. how can i not notice such a thing?

i never thought you'll cling on to me. in fact, at the starting of the year when you and her are together, i've wanted to slip away quietly so to leave you both alone. i wanted to go and find new people and not bother you anymore. it was during obs that complicated things. i thought i was over with you, but then this thing had to rise, and soon, i found myself back with you again. at the beginning, i was reluctant, but then i thought ; is it fate trying not to break our friendship? maybe if i could stick to you somemore, the good old days would came back.

i was dreaming for that day for nothing. it will never, ever come back.

but it is a kind of relief that we break off, dont you think? things would've been better. my life will not be so filled with miseries, and your would not be filled with deceits.

haha oh wells. glad to be your ex-best friend anyway.


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