WAD'S WRONG WITH ME I CANT SEEM TO STUDY T.T haha so i've resorted to further blogging o.o listening to happy songs now!!!!! pei hsin shall stop being so emo it rly isnt me o.o so i've decided to listen to happy songs! to make myself happy haha o.o" ok the 'worrying pressence' is near T.T haha gotta go force myeself to slp!!!! tmr's green day!!!! and i'll be one of the rd marshalls tt do not hav to do anything!!! xD so cool rite haha.... ANW!! I LUV HAPPY SONGS~!!!!! XD n my newfound pet crab xD
i've not been watching anime for a long long time T.T which means i'm damn deprived la last time i everyday chiong home w alyba to watch one can?! den now...the interest is lyk, fading away T.T NOOOOOOOOOOO I DUN WAN TO STOP WATCHING ANIME!!!!! i'll loose all my inspiration to draw stuff T.T tt's y jc life sucks cuz i cant keep up w my hobbies o.o haha so now mugging has become my new hobby uh. XD
pei hsin has a new pet slug called AMERICA~!!!!! AND AMERICA IS A SQUISHY PET SLUGG~!!!
CRISIS CORE IS COOLNESS MAN
TMR GOT CHEM TEST!!!!
OMG I'M DROWNINGGG IN MY HMWK!!!! T.T
7:39 AM.
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LABOUR DAY~!!!!! XDXD ahahaha can get more slp!!!! XD
today's choir practice totally sucked can...nvr see mr kueh so pissed of la!!!! he's lyk screaming at us can...even tho i tried to keep a straight face it was so hard la!!!! my heart was pumping so fast can i dun even dare to move T.T my sec sch conductor wasnt even this scary even tho she scolds us more than he does ><
ARGH damn depressing day today....cant concentrate on my studies la i keep thinking about stuff ><
haha. i bet if it's alvie she'll ask me to stop thinking bout it n get on w my life o.o ARGH i wanna go to alvie's house la dammit T.T and i miss alyba's hse too!!!! got the mokona to play w D: haha.
All your grief and distress, everything I will take in
So please don't cry, smile for me
Even now, if you wither away like that
I want to see your innocent self one last time
I wish to be the strength inside of you..
7:02 AM.
" Friday, April 25, 2008
XDXD
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.....
ok anw here goes some rantingSTOP trying to suck up to ppl can it's damn bloody irritating; so u think u're so cool issit go do those stuff n make ppl worried abt you?! pls la get a life man with ur sucky attitude now nobody's gonna accept you anymore; stop trying to make urself sound so innocent can it's bloody annoying and so unlike yr true character sometimes i juz wish you would SHUT THE HELL UP.
HAHA ok no more ranting (:
u noe it's so weird when guys frm tkss say 'i miss tk' when i tot only tkgians use the term 'tk' o.o so now i'll say 'i miss tkG' instead haha :D
i really miss the green uniform la! last time in tk i was lyk, WTH WAD'S WITH THE GREEN?! WANNA BLEND IN W E DUSTBIN AH....bt now i rly miss it la....i scared my eyesight will deteriorate got no more green things to see T.T
HAHA...omg mj choir's learning this indonesian dance thingy thingy for one of the songs...haha it looked kinda spastic la cuz it's not fully mastered yet...but once it is it'll look damn cool XDXD
jc life SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKS T.T
i wanna get a new life cann...omg i keep getting distracted by little things in my life T.T
i miss going to video world.
i miss going to e petrol stations to sit on e floor to eat.
i miss munchy dougnuts outside school.
i miss e 'special' place tt the guas always get in video world.
i miss all e cup noodles we ate there.
i miss rotting outside e teacher's room.
i miss going to alvina's n alyba's house.
i miss looking at the nice scenery while travelling home o.o
i miss openly sleeping in class.
i miss doing other subjects when the teacher is teaching us abt a certain topic o.o
i miss the school food (esp e western one!!! OMG GRILLED DORY W LOBSTER SAUCE SPAGHETTI DAMMIT.)
i miss going hm w alvie o.o
i miss her grandad.
i miss alyba's crappiness.
i miss fan-girling over non-existant ppl.
i miss ah nia sitting next to me.
i miss ah nia's random poking n pinching o.o
I MISS TKGS DAMMIT!!!!! T_______________T
still cant get over it la...haha altho mj's culture still abit lyk tk's...o.o
PI haha...it's lyk a taboo word now o.o
i'm supposed to mug but wad am i doing here o.o sheesh....haha~! omg i'm gonna think of funny stuff to make me laugh so i wont b emo...an emo pei hsin is a weird pei hsin o.o n i cant slp too late cuz e nxt morn surely peng (as what happened for two weeks) FOUR HOURS OF SLEEP OK!!!! i'm seriously going past my limits T.T
ok since my mum is starting to nag even more now (for the past 3 hours) i will hav to finish blogging n go off. to MUG. altho i'm nt really plannig to T.T
haha.
5:46 AM.
" Saturday, April 19, 2008
OMG i'M ADDICTED TO IT CAN?! SO GONNA FINISH PLAYING THE STUPID GAME AS FAST AS POSSIBLE CUZ I WANNA NOE E FRICKING ENDING TO E STORY AND CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES WITH NO DISTRACTIONS T_________T
got so much hmwk to do la!!!!! PENG ALR LA DAMMIT T_T
went to e concert on world voice day...i tink the 30 ppl performing were not bad...at least we hav some kinda standard...XD haha damn funny can there was this section where three soloists were singing and they actually pulled me n my friend onstage to sing with them la! i was lyk, OMGGGGGGGGGG O______________O stunned o.o
hhaha ohno now i'm famous for maluating myself T.T
did cip till 9 plus ystd...it was kinda fun teaching the kids bt some of them are so miscievious la...dunno how to control them T___________T
still dunno if i shld continue going back there anot...it's kinda time consuming and my house's lyk kinda far away T.T
haha OK I SHALL CHIONG MY HMWK!!!! so i can continue playing crisis core XD
5:38 AM.
" Monday, April 14, 2008
AND I'M NOT MUGGING!!!!! omg so proud of myself can (:
i'm gonna do a mental timetable for myself from today onwards. so for today, i'll do chem till 9.30 pm, den i'll chiong for my econs n HOPEFULLY geog, den i'll force myself to do draft 4 of my PI >.< yes pei hsin muz abide to her mental timetable.
HAHA but after tt i'm gonna download games into my beloved PSP!!!! AHAHAHAHHA CRISIS CORE N PATAPON!!!!! HERE I COMEEEEE MY DARLINGS~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's the only thing tt keeps me motivated and going 8D
5:34 AM.
" Saturday, April 12, 2008
MJC= mugger jc.
I'M TURNING INTO THIS HORRIBLE MUGGING MONSTERRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!~~~ T.T
ok nvm. mugging isnt so bad after all. it's not lyk learning brainless stuff for eleven hours can damage yr brain cells rite? and oh yes. i can acctually apply summation notations into real life. lyk, counting the number of days left before A lvls n my ang pao money. and when i get REAL bored, i can do MENTAL RECURRANCE RELATIONS QNS. it's not lyk i have a PSP y'noe. OH NO I DONT HAVE A PSP. hah. (:
ok i shall get rid of all the evils in my brain. i wont slack my day away and i wont play games on my non-existant psp XD how cool is that. haha. omg. turning into a weird monster o.o
ARGH HATE PW. gonna do my PI for the bazillionth time!!!!!
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no la actually it's juz the third =.=
but it feels lyk i've done eons
haha. i'm nt juz loosing my life essence i'm loosing hair. and loosing hair = loosing brain cells. and loosing brain cells = loosing the whole brain. and loosing the whole brain= loosing myself. and loosing myself= mental hospital. >< i dun wanna b mental!!!! T.T
ok so jc life sucks. who cares man. we all gotta move on. this is the path i've chosen. i gotta move on. cannot look back anymore unless i decide to fail my promos n go to poly. which i dont want.
haha. so basically going to jc is lyk, stepping into a mini u? i dunno...it's too stressful for my liking T______T