ARGH my mid years are already dead...haha...lost my drive to study...all the motivation's gone to lalaland...ARGH GIVE ME BACK MY PASSION TO STUDY FROM O LEVELS!!!! I NEED IT BADLY!!!! T.T
haha juz realised that people usually sound v different when they blog and when they behave in real life...haha...mayb it's easier to express your emo side on blogs? o.o i dunno blogger is a v complicated tool...haha...
it was really great to have everyone back...haha was so afraid i'll end up breaking down...which i almost did...haha...the feelings and everything...i've never felt like that for so long...I JUST MISS IT LA DAMMIT!!!!! y must it happen this way...T.T HOOS.
I REALLY REALLY MISS MOST OF THE GUAS!!!! DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!! rmb the first time when i met them by chance in the foodcourt i broke down in front of so many ppl T.T walao damn malu but i cant help it!!! it's lyk, i never see them for so long...i miss them so much...den got alot of stress in JC and we juz couldnt find the time to meet up together...so when i met them by chance it was lyk, OMGGGGGG!!!!!!!! T.T haha...really miss all the crap, the punching, the laming, the LAUGHING...we were always supporting each other last year during Os...we had so much complications...but we still went through it and stayed strong...i'm really damn lucky to get to know you guys...I WANNA SEE YOU ALL!!!! i wan to spend more time with you all I MISS YOU!!! DAMMIT OK WHY DOES PH SOUND SO CHEESY ALL OF A SUDDEN?! OMG this is so not me...o.o
haha...i feel bad for ignoring my parents juz nw...dunno y i'm so quiet and emo at home these few days...trying to be happy is getting harder and harder...wad if one day i cant control myself anymore and juz explode at everyone...heh. that would be damn rare....ohman i'm not even in JC2 and i'm already panicking so bad...haha...JC life is worse than expected man...
lucky i still have things to cheer myself up...if not i'll be growing mushrooms and building hamster holes in the corner o.o
haha...oh wells...wad an emo post...shall attempt to mug now...T.T