// SMILE.

7:13 AM.

" Monday, May 26, 2008

i realised tt i nvr blog abt the choir performance for aj! >.<

haha but overall i think it was a good performance!!!! XDXD at least we sounded better than me usually did! AND THANK YOU MIANG JOO, JIE RONG, ZHONG WEI, LYANA!!!!! for the sunflowerXDXD

WALAO haha xioahui STOP PESTERING ME TO BLOG!!!! i v lazy laaa T.T

WATCHED VAN HELSING YSTD!!!! omgomg damn cool XDXD haha!!!!

omgaaahhh OLOMOUC IN EIGHT DAYS!!!!!!! ARGHHHH!!!!! i'm feeling stressed but excited...haha!!!

XD

ok....i rly dunno wad to blog about le >.<

go and read xh's stupid post abt the jelly it's damn lame haha!!! XDXD

kk shall go read smthn nw >.<

9:48 AM.

" Thursday, May 22, 2008

haha cam-whoring!!! xD

our spastic faces!!!

us and our BELOVED SENIORS!!!! XDXD

I LIKE THE BACKGROUND'S DAMN COOL...wad's xioahui trying to do...haha!

CHOIR EXCO!!!! the ANCIENT and the MODERN! XD

haha n i realise i look 18273921873261926419864 times different than my usual look...muz b the wayang make-up o.o

E-LEARINING'S REALLY DAMN LAAAAAAMEEE T.T because so many ppl r using it the whole thing juz hanged on me la!!!!!! AND I SPECIALLY WENT TO XIOA HUI'S HOUSE TO DO MY E-LEARNING?!?!?!?!? WALAO!!!! *pissed* T.T

haha we got tired of waiting so we basically played the piano and drooled over DBSK...ok it's only xioahui drooling over them la...their dance mvts ARE DAMN FRICKING COOL!!!!! XDXD

playing duets on the piano is fun!!! me n xh were playing until our fingers cramp up la haha! but it was damn fun cuz we kept improvising the songs and elongating them haha...THE SONGS FROM SECRET WAS SO NICEEEEEEE i felt v shuang after playing it XD

met up with falala for lunch! cuz xh live near him so we asked him along...haha so yea basically the whole thing was damn crap la...but fun!!!! haha...WALAO stupid falala made us wait downstairs getting all stinky while he took a BATH CAN!!!!!!! WALAOOOOOO EH den make us feel so stinky haha! XD

OMG MJC WON THE SOCCER MATCH YSTD!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG SO HAPPY FOR THE SOCCER TEAM!!!!!!!!!! when the whole thing ended they sort of lyk collapsed on the floor with tears of happiness can!! ok la dunno if got tears anot but they were rolling arnd on the ground and hugging ppl o.o AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FELT SO GOOD DOING THE MJ MEDLEY AND SINGING THE SCHOOL SONG!!!!!! MJC RAWKS MY SOCKS CAN!!!!!!! SO WAD IF WE'RE YOUNG AND NEW HUH WE STILL GOT THE TALENT XDXD

ANDAND! DRAMA ALSO GOT GOLD FOR SYF!!!!!! omg so proud of all of them for bringing glory to the school...

but this also means tt the choir also hav to bring back smthn frm olomouc >< DUN WORRY WE CAN DO IT WE CAN!!!! XDXD

ystd was quite fun after the soccer match...me, jelly, xh, zer went to TM to eat w kehua (zer's friend from vj cuz he went to the match ystd too) haha was damn funny cuz we kept rubbing it in o.O but he had to elave early la...haha aft that we had long 'emo-ish' educational talks by zer which were damn meaningful cuz it made me think abt things in a different way...which is good XD haha...yea shld hav more of these kinda stuff...makes me feel more enlightened o.o

OMG CHRNO CRUSADE IS SO SADDDDDD I FEEL LYK CRYING OMEGAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH the ending's damn bittersweet la it's lyk a happy ending with abit of sadness in it T.T ARGH I HATE IT LA WHY CANT IT BE A THOROUGHLY HAPPY ENDINGGGGGGGG T_______________T

OHNO i'm losing my 'emotionless feeling' towards this kinda stuff...WHY OH WHY MUST IT BEGIN IN JC WHEN I ALR HAVE NO LIFEEEEE!!!!!!! i tink because of this i feel happy at every single little insignificant things that THEY DO TO ME!!!!ARGH....whywhywhywhyWHY!!!!!! T.T

cant stop thinking bout that incident which happened this week....OMG i rly damn gan dong-ed can?! I STILL CANT BELIEVE IT LA HOW CAN I BE SO EAILY SWAYED!!!!! i'm nt supposed to b liddat i'm turning into someone I DUN WANNA BEEEE!!!!!!! T______________T ohnoohnoohno why muz i fall on all the wrong places at the wrong time and with the wrong reasons!!!!!!!!! OK ZER!!! I'M NOT GETTING THE WRONG IDEA SO U DUN ANYHOW SAY AH!!! i still trying to adapt k!!!!! I'M GONNA GET USED TO IT AND NOT GET THE WRONG IDEAS!!!! YES pei hsin will not XD

8:13 AM.

" Saturday, May 17, 2008

I AM IN LOVE WITH BACK-ON!!!! omg their songs r damn super cool =D yea reminds me of the good ol' days XD

OMG pleaseplease let the voice fairy bless me tmr!!!!!!!! T.T I REALLY WANT MY VOICE TO BE IN TOP CONDITION!!!! so please bless me n give me a good voice tmr!!!! T.T

damn scared i forget to bring smthn...gonna check my items for the fifth time T.T

OHHHHHHHHNOOOOOOOOOO

choir's lyk a superbly metal-straining CCA...imagine having to stand on the same spot perfecting yr pitch, notes, DYNAMICS, timing, breathing, expression, ALL AT THE SAME TIME!!!!! argh!!!! haha nvm la gotta get used to it yea! XD

shall go do smthn else to divert my attn =D

GO CHOIR!!!! EAT MORE HONEY!!!! DRINK MORE PI PA GAO!!! XDXD

ALL THE BEST FOR TMR!!!! XD

8:12 AM.

" Friday, May 16, 2008

omg being v paranoid about gowns these days...haha so weird can it's only the first week n i'm semi-crazy o.o

nvm, pei hsin shall learn how to be a tougher person by being a sai kang warrior! WE CAN DO THIS TGT!!!! YEA!! XD

plsplsplsplsplspls LET ME GET MY VOICE BACK BY SUNDAY!!!! if not, my SIN SIN WILL DIE!!!!! along w sakura n shower....cantemus's not so bad cuz it's a semi-aggressive and grand kinda song...so i can blast at certain parts...but...shower....and sakura.....they're lyk.....driving my voice crazy T________T

why am i even in soprano one...the whole world says i have the 'alto' voice...budden again, yr speaking voice may b diff frm yr singing voice.....o.o

oh yea which reminds me of the choir days in tkgs....haha the lights in the mozart room damn lousy can?! tt time the sop 2s were singing in it (i was frm sop 2 then) N THE LIGHTS STARTED VIBRATING!!!!! we were singing halfway then the lights started to give this buzzing sound...AND THEN IT STARTED FLICKERING!!!!!! OMG!!!!! it's either our voices damn powerful or the lights r damn fricking lousy o.o

train more k!!! sooner or later the windows in the mozart room will start cracking xD

i juz realised how diff the sop 2 in jc is frm e sop 2 in tkgs...cuz las time we only hav altos n sops so the sop2's notes r acceptably high and some of them r rather low...lyk, abit close to alto 1 la...NOW, THE SOP1 NOTES R HORRENDOUSLY HIGH?!?!?!? lyk, for the ave maria, it's close to screaming point alr can...no wonder xioa hui talks in this super high pitched voice after she got transferreed from alto 2 (in sec sch) to sop 2 -.- notice the vast difference...

i tink we're gonna scare the audience away with cantemus...haha e front row ppl r singing it so forcefully i cant even hear my own voice la!!! and i'm alr blasting my lungs out -.-"'

for those who r going to the concert on sun, i may b v difficult to spot because 1st, i'm standing right at the side, and second, due to my height, i may b blocked by some ppl T.T SO SAD RIGHT they shld lyk, make an exception and give me a mini stool to stand on T.T

haha! but damn excited la MY FIRST EVER PERFORMANCE IN THE ESPLANADE!!! xD xD WE CAN DO THIS YO!!!!! xD

ok shall drown my sorrows in milo n prepare for a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong day tmr T.T

GD NITE WORLD!! xD <33

~~cant seem to fake a smile~~

7:34 AM.

" Wednesday, May 14, 2008

choir com meeting today was so retarded can?! omg in the end we sidetracked so much la! me n xh laugh until stomach cramp o.o omg...this yr's exco's gonna be damn noisy can...>.< esp got a super lame sai kang warrior and a super hyper vp...omg...

super lame sai kang warrior + super hyper vp = super high pitched laughter (mostly dominated by super hyper vp) o.o

WHAT U WANNA BE A?

SAI KANG WARRIOR!

WHAT U WANNA BE A?!?!

SAI KANG WARRIOR!!! xD

haha....

i'm alr feeling e slight pressure of slavery...AND IT'S ONLY THE FIRST DAY!!!!!!! omg o.o O.O

went for Vj concert on mon...omg they're fricking good la!!! my goosebumps keep popping out T.T oh yea me n jelly wanted to buy flowers for debra...

me: excuse me, how much are these roses?

shop aunty: $15.

jelly: $15?

shop aunty: yes.

jelly: one stalk?

shop aunty: yes.

jelly: $15?! ONE STALK?!?!?!??!?!?!!?

shop aunty: yes. *gives irritated look*

O____________________o CRAZY MAN ONE FRICKING STALK $15!!!!! DEN ONE BOUQUET $100 plus alr la!!! o.o omg.....money suckers....

felt super dumb today...haha SO STUPID can omg pei hsin realises how stupid she can rly be T.T

today i was supposed to help nurin fill up her water bottle...so i happily walked towards the water cooler where i met Jr who bought an apple o.o

Jr: where u going?

me: i'm gonna fill up nurin's water bottle!!!
*walks towards the water cooler*

Jr: *follows*

me: *presses the water cooler button* EH HOW COME NO WATER COME OUT ONE!!!

Jr: it's ok u juz have to wait awhile for the water to come

me: really ah...orh...*tries pressing n waiting*

OMG SO STUPID CAN WHY DID I BELIEVE HIM!!! the water cooler's bl**dy spoilt T.T

HOW CAN I BE SO FRICKING STUPID?!?!?!??! OMGGGGGGGGGG!!!! T.T

ok end of pei hsin's stupidness...shall not degrade myself any further T.T

ARGH i'm DYING!!!!!!!! T.T

7:32 AM.

" Tuesday, May 13, 2008

i realise that after you get past a certain time u wont feel so sleepy anymore o.o

TMR'S GEOG TEST!!! ohno gonna flunk it lyk shyte...T.T as if i havent been flunking anything liddat but i dun wanna feel so lousy lehh!!!! at least juz let me pass one test T.T

jc is corrupting my life T.T pw is a subject used for self-destruction (as quoted by alyba -.-) so is geog...and chem...and maths...and basically every subject T.T NOOOOOOOOO y did my blog turn into such an emo place...

being at hm is v diff frm being in sch...u cant seem to convince urself in sch...haha ok i talking crap juz ignore wad i said o.o

haha startin tmr i'm gonna be a slave...omg so scary can...the word slave make it sound so...O.o

anw, congrats to marianne, xioahui, jane, evonne, and jeremy!!!! for making it into the choir exco xD yepyep!!! and to those who made it into the music exco!!! xD YEA man CHOIR RAWKS ma life xD xD

HEH. wth since when do pei hsin worry abt measley insignificant things?! o.o haha...

~~so gonna wipe tt smirk off yr face~~

6:54 AM.

" Sunday, May 11, 2008

haha! read alyba's blog...her blog never fails to make me laugh can...it's lyk a destressing area for me xD HAHA! yes alyba i noe u v touched we gave you flowers SO you better keep them FOREVER K!!!!!! go make dried flowers after they die xD HAHA!!!!!

WHEN'S THE GUA OUTING GONNA BE?! i cant wait to see all of u again xD my LOVES xD

mayb i'll try to drag xioahui along! xD HAHA! since all of you have the same frequency! xD

I WANT MY JELLY!!!!!! I WAN A HUG~!!! T___________T

haha! yea~! shall motivate myself n not think of uneccessary stuffs!!!!! to all the people who've helped me and encouraged me on despite having yr own problems to worry about, I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!! xD xD xD without you all my JC life would suck until dunno where o.o

ohoh, btw the gua outing rite, if it's in a chalet, CAN WE PLEASE HAVE A KARAOKE SESSION!!!! xD OMG LAST YEAR WAS DAMN FUN OK!!!! haha i still rmb u all trying to bluff the security guard say got cockroach in the rm -.-"'

HAHA! olomouc in about 3 weeks!

GO CHOIR GO!!!

xD xD

8:21 AM.

" Saturday, May 10, 2008

went for TJ concert ystd! saw alyba n brenda perform XD tj choir's a small choir o.o haha! but it was fun la esp when alvie and xioa hui had the same kinda laughter o.o freaky.

everyday in jc life is like a horror...i rlyrly cant imagine wad it'll be like without all the people thr to make me laugh...it's lyk, my want for spreading the happiness is slowly fading away o.o i cant seem to feel happy for anything anymore T.T haha sometimes i wonder if my laughter is real or fake o.o omg...am i starting to scare ppl away...HAHA! dun worry la pei hsin juz needs some emo time o.o

but i'm rly happy tt in JC atleast i've made friends that can really connect with me and make me feel at ease...so even if some crappy bullsh*t crops up with the ***** and the ***** i can still confide in them...haha! yea i shld look at the bright side of life and not waste my life away worrying about insignificant things that don't make a difference wether i think abt it or not....

and, to a certain friend: DUN BE EMO K!!!!!! it's rly not lyk u to b emo! haha dun worry i dun find u weird even tho you think u r and r confused abt yrself xD to me, you'll always be a GRRRRRRRRRREAAAAAAAAAT FRIEND!!!!! DUN WORRY K! IF WE CAN GET PASS THESE FIVE MOTHS WE CAN GET PAST ANYTHING!!!!!! i rly like emoing and letting my feelings out w you...we shld do this more often!!! haha! yea it makes me feel damn great after tt...XD I LUV U OK!!!! LET'S MOTIVATE EACH OTHER ON YEA!!! xD laughing RULES. xD

to another friend: HEYO!!!! ok i lyk nvr talk to you for a long time alr altho it's juz the weekends i feel lyk i nvr talk to you for years o.o HAHA!!!! yea jc life has been real busy n hectic and everthing's about studying...BUT, I JUZ WANTED TO LET U NOE THAT, EVEN THO WE'RE NOT IN THE SAME CLASS AND OUR RECESS TIMINGS ARE DIFFERNT, I STILL THINK ABOUT U ALOTALOTALOT!!!! dun b so bothered about yr worries k you're rly not the only one going thru it...if u need me to help you in anything u r always free to call me!!! i noe u dun rly lyk talking online...haha..tt's y we muz call each other up to keep track of our lives o.o OK! yea! I LUV YOU TOOS!! <33

the biggest luv i have now is mj choir. omg. choir, i have a crush on you. please marry me. XD

I LUV ALL MY CHOIR FRIENDS!!!!!! LET'S GO TO OLOMOUC AND BEAT EVERYONE THR FLAT K!!!!! WE CAN GET TT GOLD!!!! WE CAN DO IT!!!!

XDXDXDXD

7:38 AM.

" Wednesday, May 07, 2008

had choir till 6.30 today!!!! we were trying to perfect tt indonesian dance T.T haha by the time i reach hm my knees keep wobbling alr can?! dunno y...hope my bones doesnt creak during the competition in olomouc o.o it's been creaking alot recently when i did the dance T.T

oh no i tink i'm getting old....

SO FRICKING HAPPY I FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE WHO FEELS THE SAME WAY AS ME!!!! u're my saviour, seriously....we'll motivate each other on and get out of this crap as fast as possible ok!!! DUN B SO STRESSED BY IT!! there's always me to talk to (: dun care abt the stupid nunus and babas their world doesnt revolve arnd us! WE GOTTA MOVE ON!!! XD I LUV YOU~!!!! omg....u can b my new soulmate o.o haha!

yea anw jc life is where i start to get real emo...over MATHS....

WAD'S MY PROBLEM?! maths is supposed to b my best subject bt nw my best subject has suddenly became chinese o.o oh man wad is happening to meee~!!!

i have a sudden craving for bananas!!!! haha shall go buy tmr n eat...and pangsai more in the mornings!!!! haha! XD

btw i dunno wad am i doing blogging...I'M SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING MATHS!!!!! ARGH. shall go mug my already fading life away...

T___________________T

sucks.

9:07 AM.

" Monday, May 05, 2008

peihsin's back~!!!! xD heehee....ok la was trying to do maths (unsuccessfully) haha i ended up blog hopping! and guess wad!!!! SOMEBODY HAS THE SAME NAME AS GODWIN!!!! omg haha so rare can i tot godwin's a v unique name -.-

TJ'S CONCERT THIS FRI!
GO PPL!!!!! U CAN DO IT!!!!! XD HAHA!!!! CANT WAIT TO SEE MY CLICHE AGAIN!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I CANT WAIT!!!! ALYBA! ALVINA! LAURA! IVY! ETCETC! I CANT WAIT TO SEE U ALL!!!!!!!! XDXD

YEAYEA!!! XD haha so weird now instead of performing w them i'm watching them perform o.o

OHNOOOOOOOO!!!!!! I NVR DO ANYTHING!!!!!! I FEEL SO UNACCOMPLISHED NW!!! T.T *wails* OK I BETTER GO START ON maths. T________________________T

'MATHS' is now peihsin's new taboo word.

7:59 AM.

"

STRESSSTRESSSTRESS!!!! haha i tink i'm in the mood of ripping apart a stress ball right now T.T

haha....prepared to get a U for every test nw...haha....

>< screw my brains la y cant it help me in times like this?! T_____T

8:02 AM.

" Saturday, May 03, 2008

OMG TODAY'S CHI TUITION WAS DAMN FUNNY CAN?!?!??!
HAHA! the chi teacher was teaching us how to sing the "mama hao" song tt was supposedly a mother's day song eons ago...den she used it as a form of dictation to test me n alyba cuz we were dying of boredom T______T it worked so well man!!! haha me n alyba didnt fall asleep at all!!! XD HAHA! the song's still stuck in my head XD i shall sing it to my mum on mother's day and scare the hell out of her (my mum nvr heard me sing before) haha so stupid right n i'm from choir -.-"

OHOH! we even invented the RAP version!!!! haha!!!! yea tt's for hip mums o.o my mum will probably die of a heart attack o.o

MY EARDRUMS R EXPLODING~~!!!!!! stupid person confiscated my speakers now i cant go youtube to watch my loves T.T

stupid corroded butt tomato. T______T

NXT WEEK GOT ALOT OF TESTS!!!!!!! OHNOOHNOOHNO!! HOWHOWHOW!! i gonna die!!!!

have a sudden craving for roti prata! thanks to xioahui la! now i'm also moaning for prata ok!!!! OHNO!!! WHOWANTSTOGOEATPRATA?!?!??! T______________________T

peihsin shall now emo and sit in the corner attempting to grow mushrooms ><

listening to music while getting distracted by ppl screaming in the background isnt v nice >< haha shall go stone for a while...gonna start studying tmr today's a damn long n draggy day with 6 hours of choir omg...

haha but i still luv choir alot alot!!!!! CHOIR PPL RAWKS LA SERIOUSLY (:

yepyep! off to stone now!!! XD

7:13 AM.

" Monday, May 26, 2008

9:48 AM.

" Thursday, May 22, 2008

8:13 AM.

" Saturday, May 17, 2008

8:12 AM.

" Friday, May 16, 2008

7:34 AM.

" Wednesday, May 14, 2008

7:32 AM.

" Tuesday, May 13, 2008

6:54 AM.

" Sunday, May 11, 2008

8:21 AM.

" Saturday, May 10, 2008

7:38 AM.

" Wednesday, May 07, 2008

9:07 AM.

" Monday, May 05, 2008

7:59 AM.

"

8:02 AM.

" Saturday, May 03, 2008

"THE ME .

a bona fide smile

"WISHES .

once upon a moon

"CALENDAR .

upcoming events

"SHOUTBOX .

<

"CLICKABLES .

clickidy-clicks

"PAS T .

replay please

"CREDITS .

say thank you

7:13 AM. " Monday, May 26, 2008

9:48 AM. " Thursday, May 22, 2008

8:13 AM. " Saturday, May 17, 2008

8:12 AM. " Friday, May 16, 2008

7:34 AM. " Wednesday, May 14, 2008

7:32 AM. " Tuesday, May 13, 2008

6:54 AM. " Sunday, May 11, 2008

8:21 AM. " Saturday, May 10, 2008

7:38 AM. " Wednesday, May 07, 2008

9:07 AM. " Monday, May 05, 2008

7:59 AM. "

8:02 AM. " Saturday, May 03, 2008

"THE ME . a bona fide smile

"WISHES . once upon a moon

"CALENDAR . upcoming events

"SHOUTBOX . <

"CLICKABLES . clickidy-clicks

"PAS T . replay please

"CREDITS . say thank you

7:13 AM.

" Monday, May 26, 2008

9:48 AM.

" Thursday, May 22, 2008

8:13 AM.

" Saturday, May 17, 2008

8:12 AM.

" Friday, May 16, 2008

7:34 AM.

" Wednesday, May 14, 2008

7:32 AM.

" Tuesday, May 13, 2008

6:54 AM.

" Sunday, May 11, 2008

8:21 AM.

" Saturday, May 10, 2008

7:38 AM.

" Wednesday, May 07, 2008

9:07 AM.

" Monday, May 05, 2008

7:59 AM.

"

8:02 AM.

" Saturday, May 03, 2008

"THE ME .

a bona fide smile

"WISHES .

once upon a moon

"CALENDAR .

upcoming events

"SHOUTBOX .

<

"CLICKABLES .

clickidy-clicks

"PAS T .

replay please

"CREDITS .

say thank you